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Monday, November 13, 2006 ♥18:17
i got NO MOOD at all to blog. yea. totally. but since SOME PEOPLE reallyreally wants me to blog. so yea i blog. i still dunnoe what to rant. ah well... life AIN'T sooo goood recently. so LIFE'S NOT GOOD. problems after problems. i guess it will NEVER stop. NEVER. how i wish the word 'PROBLEM' never existed. I'm looosing my bandmates. Mom&dad ain't the same anymore.Fights on misunderstanding.& moremoreMORE! oh problems LAND ON ME! sometimes i just want to turn back to my old habit. cutting myself. somehow or rather it would make me feel more stronger. but nah. i dun wanna start it again. or i could just DIE. NOBODY cares anyway. UGH! CAN'T TAKE THIS ANY LONGER!


ohkay. maybe i was too OVER-REACTING. but i can't stand it honestly. & you might think i'm attracting attention. hah. NO WAY! i w0n't do such a thing. nah.NEVER. & i simply looove the song HURT by Christina Aguilera. it just reflects how i feel right now. the memoriess&tragediess. bla.bla.bla. so since i got nothing to rant about. i'll post the lyrics.


Hurt-Christina Aguilera


Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I want to call you but I know you won't be there

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you
Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just want to hide 'cause it's you I miss
You know it's so hard to say goodbye when it comes to this

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes and see you looking back

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that
I've missed you since you've been away

Oh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line to try to turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you for everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself

By hurting you
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